Tuesday, October 17, 2023

Fucked Up


 This…..☹️

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Tuesday, October 10, 2023

Deep In It

 



 I don’t think anyone still reads my blog. I get it. It’s not fun to read about others pain. I am struggling badly. I feel closer to death than other time in my life. I don’t enjoy being here any longer. Everyday is hard. Fucking hard. My life has me trapped. I am so tired.  I feel like a prisoner of my own mind. No joy. No pleasure. Just musts and shoulds and I am tired. So tired. I’m giving up. I hate now and see nothing next. Very few options in my sight. I just can’t find my way out. 

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