Trying to Find My Way

 Trying to find my way

I’ve been very reflective and still lacking words to share here. That beacon I saw has come back shining, so I’m hopeful for guidance. I would describe my current’s status as LOST. After all that was taken away I’m now taking notice of what I might have left, what might still be here that I want and also what needs to still go. 

I am acutely aware that change is needed but the path is currently unknown. The only real question is not whether I can be helped but whether I will be able to accept the help. My ability to trust myself let alone another has been severely compromised. 

I’m here still trying. I have to try to give myself some grace for just that- trying- as some days it’s all I can do and it has to be enough. No need to beat myself up for this….easier said than done. 

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