Saturday, September 4, 2021


It’s been a bit since I’ve posted here. I’ve still been writing but privately. My days became darker and darker and I scared myself because I have come very close to taking my own life on 2 occasion over the past few months. I realized I needed help. So I’m getting some. It’s not easy to reach out, it’s not easy to trust, its not easy being honest. I don’t know what will happen. For now, I’m not OK but I am safe from myself.



12-3-21


 

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  1. AnonymousFebruary 11, 2022 at 1:48 AM

    Haven't read further, catching up on your blog. But I couldn't go further without immediatly commenting on this. Yes, I am a stranger, but reading your words I truly feel like I know you so well because you are in my head!! Writing my thoughts and I am reading them back to myself saying, YES, this is what I've been trying to say...anyways I'm catching up hoping your still here at the end and I can get to know, WE, can get to know each other just a little bit more. I am not so positive and am not here to tell you how to feel because for fucks sakes I just can't stand it when people do it to me. I'm offering a digital shoulder to lean on whenever you need, especially in times such as this time when you just feel as if there is no one. I had a BMT in October and it's been a rough recovery, but I've thought about you more than you could ever know and have been eager to get back to reading your stuff.

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